News from Texas...

First of all I want to thank you all for your many prayers, words of encouragement and just being there for us on this crazy journey.  We received the phone call tonight from Texas and SURPRISE, the birth mom there did not chose us for her baby.  I'm feeling a bit sarcastic, sorry.  I am over the whole showing, thinking, choosing, waiting part of this.  I am a bit discouraged.  I'll get over it and bounce back but for the moment I'm feeling like just call us when the baby is born and we'll come get him or her.  Seriously that is the way to go.  None of this let's meet the birth mom, get to know her, be there for the birth and all that good stuff, just call when it's time.  I had to vent...  That's not really how I feel I just had to get it out...